If you could only understand, just how it feels
How it feels to be broken
What it's like to not be real
When all I wanted were to be friends
But all I got was a painful love.

There are so many problems bottled up inside
And I figure my only answer I suicide
The thoughts, the pain, the questions
That run thought my mind
I wish constantly I could just leave them all behind

BUT I CAN’T!
For the scares and carvings can never be erased
And there is always sadness that lurks upon my face
But yet I try to hide it
Behind my pain filled smiles

And I know down, deep inside I’ll never be okay
The pain is tearing me apart and I’m fading away
I cry myself to sleep
While trying to forget how much it hurts
But yet it is impossible...
For there's a dent upon my sole
A stab with in my heart
Slits across my wrist
And I’m falling apart

For a fractured love is impossible to mend
And this pain will continue to burn in till the very END

 
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