Oh how you greet me with kisses.
With a false smile and a hug.
But so perfectly I fit you
all comfy here, so snug.
You draw me into you
as you twirl fingers through my hair
until at last you reach my neck
and linger softly there.

The hand that barely caresses
beneath the collar of my coat
would much rather tighten
as it traces along my throat.
Lips tenderly kiss my eyelids,
part slightly to meet my own,
then trying to convince passion
they let escape a moan.

Leaning down to whisper
oh, how gently yo you do breathe
a lie, so sincere
part of me aches to believe.
But my heart's not fooled by that smile
that doesn't quite reach your eyes.
Inside those cold grey windows
there's hatred you can't disguise.

Cover it with hugs,
mask it in each smile
love, disgust, no difference,
I'm staying for a while.
I know you don't really love me
despite the lies you speak
I will always adore you
and your approval I will seek.

I love the way you feel,
I don't want what they try to sell,
the world is just to broken,
I prefer your kind of hell.
I want to love your hate
and have you always near
Even as you whisper
lies into my ear.

I cannot stand these people
I am a slave yo you
even though you beat my heart
until it's black and blue.
Just keep me here with you,
safely in this place,
let me lived bruised forever
inside your cruel embrace.
 
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