when time stands still, i feel the pain,
of nothing to lose, and nothing to gain.
rancid tears run down my cheek,
leaving memories a blood stained streak.
i look to love, but find sheer hate,
only pain is left,lonely, too late.
i've been alone and forever be,
is just myself to guide only me.
i believed what was there was true,
this family of mine, is it right to you?
i tried to tell myself it's all gone,
but i know i've been alone all along.
i wish to be the best i can be,
but the best isn't good enough to see.
what have i done to cause all this?
can i ever get back what i miss?
im so lost, but yet so found,
surrounded by screaming but i dont hear a sound
 
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