Take this razorblade chain..
and whip my blackened soul..
Murder my dreams of freedom
the ones I can no longer hold...

I'm standing at the edge of despair
I can no longer hold on...
This pain I have within
I've created on my own...

To all :

I don't know if you'll find this
upon today or maybe even tomorrow..
My mind aching in pain
suffocating in this sorrow..

I'm sorry that I put you all
through so much heartache and pain...
I never meant to live this way
I never meant to be in so much trouble...

My tears are falling slowly
as I write this final goodbye..
My heart is hollow and empty
weeping as I slowly die...

Clutching my life in that
of my own two hands...
The will to turn back now
I've already have banned..

I'm sorry for what I'm about to do
please let my soul rest in peace..
I know it might come as a shock
but the truth will soon cease..

My life's spiraling down hill
I'm at the edge and I'm all alone..
My soul's so empty and shallow
no where can I find home..

Slowly fading into the sky
trying to get these thoughts to fade..
Clutching my life in my hands
against this cold razorblade..

Whispering my final plea
"let me go god don't let me survive..
let my dream come true
please god just let me die..."

My eyes become blurry
the tears fall down like rain..
Letting the crimson fall down
nothing will ever be the same
 
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