Dear Dad,
I've spent too many nights crying
Wishing that tomorrow it will all be different
That you'll be standing at the door.

I've spent to much time lying to you
Convincing myself that I don't hate you for this
that it will be all right

I've spent to much time holding this inside
Burying the pain you have caused my soul
so that I can carry on

I've spent to much time living without you
Going through life without a Dad
while i hurt inside

I've spent to much time never telling you this
Screaming out to you as I try not to cry
"I HATE you for this Dad!"
"I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU!"
"I HATE YOU DAD!"

I've only a one more things to say to you
"forgiveness is something you didn't ear
but my Hatred is!"




 
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