This is true....about me


In these eyes
People would never see
A mother of Fourteen
A father of fifteen
No marriage, only a teenage fling
Now, why do they believe in me
Why do they diguise themselves as debris
They want me to never cry
So, they always try
To help me succeed
I got what I need
And, I'm proud of it
I don't give a damn what people say
You have to admit
I'm different
Glasses, Blue eyes
That all I'm doing is trying to revise
My mother's life
From pain and strife
To happiness and joy
Even with the birth of her babies
Girls and Boys
I am different
I'm confindent in myself
With beauty from ma
The hugs from pa...
I'm me
Now, please people see
That I ain't no outsider
I ain't no higher
With a smile, with a heart
nothing ever tears me apart
Red lips, dirty blonde hair
My mom and dad are always there
Three sisters, six brothers
No, not by them together
Farther
One boy by my father
Four by my mother
One by my step father
One sis by ma
Two sis by pa
I still ain't like the others
At the beginning it was hard
For mom
She tries to guard me from making the same thing
So, now I wait
Listening to mom, at night, I sit, lying awake
It's hard to explain
how much pain
My mom and dad went through for me
Smiling as can be
I wait for people to know
I am me
Not always what they know me to be
I have a pretty different life
Not having any real brothers or sisters, half
Behalf
My mom tries guarding me from cuts and blisters
But she can't I still come home with bruises
Daddy tries to guard me from the boys
Even from the big girl toys
I mean I don't want them
I can't blame him
I am different
I am ME
From Mommy and Daddy
 
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