I'm so tired of this
I'm so tired of crying,
I want this to stop,
It feels like im dying.
Over and over again,
It makes me sick,
it's like it never ends,
why am I the girl you picked?
It's so hard to believe you,
For everything that you've done,
How do I know what is true?
How do I know what is wrong?
From everything you tell me,
I believe your every word,
but then if something happens,
I believe what is heard.
Sometimes I dont know what to do,
sometimes it drives me crazy,
I'll throw things around,
and then i'll get dizzy.
I'm so tired og hurting,
I dont want to anymore,
feeling sick and depressed,
I fall to the floor.
The way you hear it,
it doesnt sound that bad,
but once it really happens,
I promise you'll feel sad.
Will it ever stop?
Will i always feel alone?
Cold and unhappy,
On the floor of my home.
I'll sit and think,
and not move for hours,
and sit and cry,
and feel like a coward.
But then I talk to you,
and I shout everything out,
and I feel so glad,
that I didnt give a doubt.
It makes me feel stronger,
than I normally am,
and then when you get pissed,
I dont give a damn.
Because I have gone,
through all this crap,
you'd think that i'm used to it,
like i;m stuck in a trap.
But soon it will end,
and you won't keep me down,
I'll get out of this mess,
you wont push me around.
So take a quick lesson,
and learn to respect,
the one that you love,
cause they might not come back.
 
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