You seem to think you can push me around
That I’ll silently go, without making a sound.
But as much as I want to be silent and nice
I’m not giving up without my biggest fight.
I’ve fought for so long, for you to stop being blind.
Convinced it’d all work out, if just given some time
But “some time” has come, more time, and some more
And the longer I give it, the more I’m unsure.
Unsure if you’re here, or if you’re even my friend.
I’ve tried to ignore it, but you’ve changed 20 times 10.
I’m sick of this heartache, don’t ev’n want to make amends.
I’m not playing this game, real life’s not pretend.
You’ve changed to a whole, diff’rent one I know not
I don’t even know what in you I first saw
It’s so long ago, so distant in my head.
I don’t even recall the last sincere thing you said.
You have no idea how bad I want to yell
I would show you many things, oh so much I would tell.
But you are too blind, to see what’s happening to you.
You’re just living a lie, and don’t want it to show through.
You too scared of the truth? Or what’s outside your fake world?
You’d be surprised what you’d see, how different it’d be.
But you’re blind in the heart; you just don’t want to see.
You’re afraid of the truth, pain of reality.
So just do me a favor until you open your eyes:
Stop trying to “truly care”, cuz I know it’s a disguise.
Go and leave me alone, don’t even say your goodbyes
Cuz I’m not friends with fakes, I want none of your lies.
 
Copyright © pwnotqo, All Rights Reserved