This pain only continues to grow and will forever last
Something which I cannot erase, also known as my past

Nightmares remind me of the very day
Answering the question as to why I act this way

Alone in a room, you gave me a kiss
I could tell you wanted more than just this

You were drunk, I could tell
That’s when I started not feeling so well

I said “I should probably go”
You replied “It’s okay, no one will ever know..”

This isn’t what I wanted and I tried to make it clear
I’d strive to break away but you’d only pull me near

Pressure was your method, “If you love me you will”
I felt frozen, I could only stand still

Holding tense, you threw me onto this stranger’s bed
Now suffocated by thoughts of death in my head

Over come by terror as you came down over me
Your body became my prison, I couldn’t break free

Like being chained to the ground
Silent screams devoid of sound

With one hand upon my neck you had your way
Leaving a scar that will enduringly stay

Filled with the vulnerability of fear
Eyes began to burn from flowing tears

Another tear triggered by each thrust
Raped of my sanity, my love and trust

I flinch at even the most gentle touch
Because of you my life has changed so much

Didn’t you realize that no meant no
You should have listened and let me go

With each attempt of my refusal
Your response became more brutal

All I could think was why..
I couldn’t even look you in the eye

You quenched your thirst and left me there
You took my all and it wasn’t fair

Then you said, “You’re just another slut..”
As you left the room closing the door shut



 
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