I know it won't happen, I should just give up wond'ring
I'll never get asked, don't know why i ever stopped running.
Running from what's real, just not wanting to admit.
But i'm just the forgotten one, down in the bottom of the pit.
I say the opposite of what I really truly feel-->
That way when it doesn't happen, it'll be no big deal.
Because I'm only ever seen as a great person or friend.
Never anything more, will it ever change and if so when?
When I'm 18, 20, 23?
Things'll never change, this is how it'll always be.
Because I'm 16 now, and finally "allowed" to date,
But that's changed NOTHING, so I continue to sit and wait.
For the time in my life, when I'll actually be seen.
At the rate this is going, I don't think it's in my teens.
So I now end this story one you probably already knew,
'bout the life of an unseen teen, just the honest sad truth.

**I wrote this one over a year ago, when I actually was 16**
 
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