Spinning around and around
The crowd is going to fast
I walk and try to keep up
I stumble and soon I’m last
There are many people around me
And yet I’m still alone
I’m stuck in my mind
And no one knows what’s going on
I’m listening while they talk
They don’t know I really don’t hear
I try to connect myself with them
Because being alone is what I fear
Still I’m spinning in circles
Around this crowded place
I look invisible to people
And soon in the mirror there is no face
I can’t think straight
My mind is spinning, too
These people walk by
Like I’m nothing to loose
I’m still spinning,
And now screaming at the top of my lungs
But these people keep walking by
And still, lonely, I’m waiting for someone to come
“Hello, can you see me?”
The words just flow from my mouth
The people don’t even flinch
I try again and again
“HELLO, CAN YOU SEE ME?!”
“I’M HERE TOO!”
The words echo
And it seems I’m the only one who hears them in the room
“What is wrong with you people?
I’m slowing dying here.
You can’t take time to help me,
You can’t take time to hear…”
The words finally fade away
And there’s not a soul around
I’m left in this empty room
With sadness left unfound.
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