If things were actually up to me
This sh*t wouldn’t have to be

My heart is so over broken
Over the words that I left unspoken

Times will never again be the same
As usual I’m always to blame

These feelings that dwell inside
Will make it harder for everyone to hide

Who’d ever known it would end this way
I just know things won’t ever be okay

What would I have done if I had known?
It was all in vain, everything that I’ve shown

It never has anything to do with me
Everyone wanting me to leave is all I see

When it is my time to go
Nobody will care enough to know

If I die and you’re the only one watchin’
Please take the time and let me know that im forgotten

If I cry you’re the only one to find it amusing
Brought back a feeling so confusing

I will take it away with me today
I will let it control me so I won’t have a reason stay

What was I thinking, what was I trying to attempt?
Take away the loneliness I dreamt

Why are these feelings I get, alone, confused, and used?
Maybe it’s when they abused

I want to get out of here without a trace
Quickly so no one can remember my face

Why am I the only one that feels this way?
Feeling forgotten, gone from who made me the way I am today…..

 
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