it's nights like this that I am gonna miss,
watching you fall asleep in my arms,
seeing you feel so comfortable,
I can only imagine what is going to happen once I'm gone,
I look at you every night and wish I could hold you forever,
and every night my lips caress your forehead,
there must be some way for me to show you how my love,
I have given you my heart,
I have given you my life,
but now,
I feel I need to give you so much more,
I don't understand it,
I have given you everything that I am,
and yet,
you deserve so much more,
the pain you bear, is the pain I wish I had,
for you donýt deserve this life,
you deserve much better than I can ever provide,
.
..
...
...but for some reason, you choose me,
you choose to live your life in pain, misery, and constant worry,
just to be there to hold my hand and let me cry,
this I may never understand,
but what I do know,
is that you are here by choice,
on your own accord,
through disease and depression,
and for this,
I can never thank you enough,
I love you,
I need you,
...thank you.

 
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