Voices full my thoughts, tonight,
Crying
And calling,
Some of them whisper
Good intentions,
Others analyzed
My behavior,
Only a few speak of
Evil ideas and vile words.

But I ignore their pull
Within my mind,
Struggling to hold them back
With my will alone,
However, they still reach
My thoughts,
Even my dreams,
Asking for freedom
To do as they please,
Fighting against me
With raw emotions
And broken logic.

Why must I hear them at all?
Making me feel the emotions
I try to hid,
It isn’t a fair fight,
To use my feelings
As a weapon
For freedom,
Causing my memories
To become more real,
And moving
In constant,
Never ending river through out
My every thought,
Are they trying
To break me down,
Or helping me to see
What right underneath my nose?

They never do answer
My questions,
Leaving me to wonder if it is,
My past mistakes,
My future path,
The hidden pain
I can not cry,
The reflection of the real me
At it’s fullest,
That I must use
To find the answer.

Will they give me
An answer to what
I’m supposed to find,
Or do I take the path
Of self reflection
And self discovery,
Only time will tell
Which one is the right choice.

 
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