It’s all over now…
You finally have your own life
And I finally have my own.
Things should’ve been better this way
But why do I feel like this?
Seems like things are getting worst…
… for me but not for you.
As I watch my friends
Stay together and cuddle,
I can’t help myself but think
That it should’ve been us…
Holding hands, talking, laughing,
Promising each other of our undying love.
But we didn’t stayed the way we were
We fell further apart.
Though I still think about you
I fight the urge to talk to you
Because I know your words would make me weak at the knees.
It’s all over now…
And as I try to make myself believe
That I’m gonna be ok,
The thought that our ending just has just began
Is still not sinking in…

(Aug. 10, 2005)


 
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