Sometimes inside I just wanna cry
The pain never goes away so I just wanna die.
Commit suicide once and then Im’a try it again.
Nobody cares for me so don’t even pretend.
Don’t pretend I’m someone different when I’m really not.
I know what the hell I am and you’re all I’ve got!
Be an open door in my broken life.
So I wont end up grasping a knife.

I’m real,
All my thoughts are what I say or how I feel.
It’s nice to have a past, to look back on something.
Well not for me my past is nothing
No memory of what happened now or then.
So what you said I can just pretend.
That everything’s all right, but it’s really not,
Don’t give up on me You’re all that I’ve got.

 
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