Stuck in a trap,
Not knowing what to do.
Forever confused.
A loss at knowing full truths.
I want them to see,
What I see and why.
Why I feel this way,
and why it makes me cry.
Whenever this mess
Is opened to the fights,
It upsets me,
I want them to see through a new light.
Why can't they understand,
accept my point of view?
But they question, they argue.
Never leading to anything new.
Just more pain and agony,
Frustration and confusion.
The list never ends.
Will this battle ever be done?
It's blown up in my face,
To more than I've ever wanted.
I want it to all be better,
So I will not be haunted,
By this daily worry,
of what tomorrow brings.
How things will end up,
Will the final bell ever ring?
This is just a neverending
Pile of confusing mess.
Can we please settle this all?
Please end the pain and distress.

**Written on 11/16/01**
 
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