It’s not the world around me
It isn’t the environment I’m in
It’s the person I hold inside of me
This war I can’t seem to win.

It’s not the people who guide me
It isn’t the people who care
It’s the feeling that I can’t hide from
This unrelenting despair.

It’s not the uncertain future
It isn’t the past that taunts
It’s not the present I live in
This is my mind that haunts.

It’s not the negative thinking
It isn’t the cutting our drugs
It’s not the suicidal gestures
This is the hole that I’ve dug.

It’s the person I try to run from
It is the person I see
It’s what I wish would die
This… this is me.

- August 13, 2005 @ 12:19 am

 
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