Feeling so lost
Confused about things
Trying my best
I violently swing
Happiness, sadness
Not the right mix
Overwhelmed feelings
I can't seem to fix
I can't have her
I want nothing at all
Loving him... I think
I am starting to fall.
Cutting, suicide
Is that my escape?
The pressure is to much
Shatter and break.
Why is this happening?
Why, why, why , why?
Throw my hands up
I'm starting to cry.
Wanting so much
Yet nothing at all
On my hands and knees
Unwilling to crawl
What am I fighting for?
Nothing can change.
I have what I need.
Yet I feel so damn strange.

 
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