I keep telling myself I'm over you
But I keep thinking of things we used to do
I'll listen to the radio to keep me from feeling blue
But end up hearing a song that reminds me of you
A song that describes part of what I feel inside
One that reminds me why I used to cry
Soon my heart unlocks itself and starts to soften
And I end up spending the rest of the night tossin'
While all my feelings suffocate my head
I pour out my soul lying there in bed
I start to wonder why you don't care after all we've been through
Only then to wonder what if you do?
I talk myself into believing I don't love you
But only make-believing 'cause really I do
So I'll change the station, pretending it's wrong
Only to be greeted by another song
A song that describes the other half of what I feel
One that forces my heart to pretend to heal
Soon my tears dry and my heart closes again
But that's where all the anger begins
It makes me feel like such a fool
To have even trusted, and worse, loved you
I click off the radio as I roll over in bed
Because all these songs are getting to my head
That's when I finally begin to start
To realize I need to keep the radio off and listen to my heart


~Sweetangeleyes
 
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