I hate breathing
I hate blinking
Thinking
This pain will go away
It won't!
I hate knowing and showing
What's inside
Pouring my heart out
To anyone that's there
Ignoring the
STRUGGLES of my heart
and the
BATTLES deep inside
I cannot hide
I hate crying
I hate dieing
LYING
That I'm okay
When really I'm hurting
Rewording what to say
So you dont think I'm crazy
But no...
I dont need your sympathy
I dont need your pitty
It's not that hard to see
You dont give a care about me
I hate this weight
I hate this fate
I hate all the games you play with my mind
Everyday with my heart
Just leave me alone
Until my heart mends
And everything bends
Back the right way
And I pick up the pieces
Of my empty heart
Shattered
Scattered
Broken a part
I'll dream of tomorrow
And wait for the day
This pain goes away
And I can be free
Just moving on
With life
And strife
Picking up my feet
Trying to walk
Holding my tears back
Molding my heart
Being strong
Daddy's little girl
Alone in this world
Finding my place
Never looking back
Ignoring attacks
And keeping on track
Until I am free
And my pain is gone.
 
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