written July 14, 2005

Sometimes I lurk in the shadows
Hoping at some time to be seen
I put everything on the line
I believe I'm coming clean
Forward I climb to the steepest point
Striving for more than just the best
But when I finally reach the top
I realize it's just a test
My world is like broken glass
Every piece is now shattered
Every vein sliced open
As my blood is splattered
Take me far away from here
Away from my broken home
My wounds are too severe
To be left all alone
Bandage my lacerations
before my heart bleeds to death
save me from this devastation
so i can take another breath
I'll take a step back into the nightfall
A step forward towards our demise
Once again I caused the downfall
As I wipe the tears from my hollow eyes
My heart is out in my hand
and I'm so terribly scared
Alone again I shall stand
So afraid to show I care
I've wreaked havoc upon our lives
I've driven you away
I'll try with all my might to survive
Hoping to mend things in some way
Days are lonely and long
Sleepless nights have left me frail
I was hoping our love would prolong
I guess you were hoping we'd fail
but one thing you should always know
I have loved you endlessly
Starting from so long ago
With my heart and soul eternally
 
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