every single day, feeling so alone
nobody to call all my own

no one there to comfort me when i hurt inside
thinking the only solution here is suicide

tossing and turning, i cannot sleep
alone on my bed, here i weep

i was so happy i thought i found someone
but her and my best friend have only begun

punishing myself for making myself wait
if i had said something earlier, would it be too late

every night is the freaking same
same old thoughts, same old hurt, same old pain

would she realize if i weren't here
or would she be too busy with him, laughing away her tears

she used to be my best friend
but i screwed it up, should have known this is how it'd end

i would've done everything for her
if she asked me to die, i would leave in a blur

but it is not her that i should blame
only myself, for staying the same

only if i said something about it, what would i do
i stopped thinking about myself, after i met you

but im too late, now that you're with him
i cannot anticipate it, i will never win

i should have known what was behind that smile
being able to see you happy, i guess it's all worthwhile......
 
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