I think I found the reason why.
The reason is now painfully clear,
The reason why you had to die.
But my knowledge of it makes me fear.
I think I preferred my simpler feelings,
Even with all their horrible pain.
For I've been altogether miserable with my dealings
With the reason you had to be lain
Down, down, so cold, so low,
In the deep dark earth.
Now I know
Why, why, you had to die
But the pain still eats.
Deep inside,
The hate still creeps.
I know what I'm doing now
Is not what you'd have wanted.
But the pain feeds a power inside of me,
A power, till now, I've flaunted
Everywhere.
I didn't care.
But now I know the reason.
The reason why
You had to die.
And now, to ensure your death won't be wasted,
I will not rest until his death I've tasted.
Because now I know...
The Reason.
I hate every moment I know this horrible reason.
I much preferred my simple pain, my plans for my own simple death.
But now, I fear, no matter what season
Or date,
No matter how long I wait,
My pain and the knowledge of the reason
Won't rest till he's drawn his last breath.
I hate the horrible pain.
But your death
Will not be in vain.
As long as I know...
THE REASON.
 
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