I clenched it with melancholy
I poised it above my existence
Is this my last folly?
Would anyone even have grievance

That was when I felt most alone
Should I really do this?
Please, can’t I atone
Is this life’s last kiss?

My hands are now trembling
It’s practically impossible to cope
The blade began to sing
But then I found some hope

I placed the knife back in it’s tray
Because I had a single clear thought
Everything will be ok
And I always had what I sought

I have tears to wash away all my fears
If I confront my aggressions, I can loosen the tensions
And if I overflow with regrets, I’ll let it out
Because pain is all that it gets

It’s always hard to tell
If we’re in a heaven or hell
And if we are always docile
Then our destiny is to be fragile

So please hold on don’t let go
What you reap is what you sow
The pain sometimes seems unbearable
And peoples actions become unforgivable

But before you leave all your sorrow
Just remember one thing
There will always be a tomorrow
Full of new gifts that life may bring
 
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