This is the last time
Last time that I’ll cry
I can’t take it anymore
This pain defeats everything
I sculpture my head,
With a smile on my lips.
Can’t stay in the sun for too long
I’ll melt and you’ll see the truth
The puffy blood shot eyes
The path that the tears have carved
Id happily say
Hes nothing special
But I don’t like to lye
I might fool everyone
But im never fooling me
That’s where this whole thing started
“your really pretty”
they all said it,
but none spoke the truth.
I heard it so much,
I began to believe it too.
Those stupid words
Got me all worked up.
I had something in life for once
That was until you came
You made me realize,
They all spoke of nothing but lies
Seeing you chose her over me,
With a blink of my eyes
She’s better,
I ‘shoulda known.
I still cant believe they all tricked me
It was a game played agains my mind
They had me all convinced,
But the truth always gets its way
Finally I figured out
I didn’t love the one I thought I loved
But the one I gave up on.
The boy that I left,
I still needed him,
His arms around me is all that I wished for
Yes, love is a strong word
But not strong enough to describe this
When im down and need someone to love me
I always remember you until a smile appears.
I see your face as I close my eyes
And thoughts of you
Run threw my mind when I wake
I spend day and night thinking of you
But then when its time to talk to you all I can do
Is ramble
After we split,
I thought it was for the best
When you picked her over me
I found the truth can kill
What ever happened between you two,
Musta’ been good, because being loved by you,
Beats any feeling in this world.
 
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