I sit alone in the dark, so afraid, afraid for my life,
afraid to move, afraid to breathe,
I'm so scared that your going to come after me.
At night i cry alone in the corner.
Hoping to die, hoping for death, pleading for closer, begging for no
tomorrow.

The wondering and searching has drove me insane.
I can't figure out why i feel the same.
i go to the bathroom and i grab the blade.
I hold it so close because it takes away my pain.

The cuts are all along my arm, One after another.
While I cut, I cry and keep pondering why?,
why do you do this to me? was i meant to be unloved?
am I really your mistake? the one you wish you could take back?

forget it now you'll never admit what you did to me.
I'll just end it now and put you out of your misery.
It's done and over, I can't go back, Now I'm slowly fading, fading into the
darkness,
The only place I feel safe....

 
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