Flaws in my monochromatic life float to the surface leaving me torn and
tangled,

The sentence "I Love You" lost all meaning a while ago

Distant and troubled i struggled to be happy

But it was all feigned,

Fake,

Like my smile nowadays

Few tings get me going now

Ever since the day I realized it was all a facade

You didn't love me you never did

If you did love me you would've left her

Excuses made, burn to ashes in my twisted reality

Twisted in sheets, I miss your cologne on my pillow where you'd lay
your head

You always kissed my forehead before you went to sleep,

To dream of her instead of me

Maybe if I wouldn't have let you go even though I knew I was starting
to fall in love with you

You'd still be with me instead of her

I'm glad you're happy though

Better you than me

You were always the better person

Never wrong

Never a jerk, never, never, and I lost you

And now I'm missing the days we spent together.

They're distant now and far from my memory

And I have a feeling they're never coming back....

 
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