Driving with you
all over town
he's on my mind
something's wrong, now.

We talk of relationships
we talk of loves
while he's on my mind
I feel like a shmuck.

We're supposed to be friends
we're all about trust
he's still on my mind
and I'm focused on us.

Maybe it's the lights
maybe it's the talks
maybe it's me
acting just like a slut.

But we haven't touched
we haven't come close
but I know it's there
on our minds? gross.

We've been friends this long
we've kept close in time
so what's wrong with me?
I want one more guy?

I've never been like this
I've never wanted more!
But this thought, this fact,
in my mind makes me a whore.

I'm happy just with him
so why do I flirt?
And if I took you instead,
we know it wouldn't work.

So were the others right?
Is it tough for me with guys?
Can I not have them as friends
without giving them 'the eye'?

But the fact we almost kissed
makes me want to smile
maybe I'm just pissed
at my ex, the other guy.

My new beau's really great
I know that I love him
So why does this happen
over and over again?

Maybe I just dwell,
I can't let go of the past
and the fact that I've been hurt
is kicking my sorry ass.

So if I am like this now
Confused and always sad
is all of my sick flirting
the only smiles I have?
 
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