What is happening to me?
I feel so lost inside,
Something has disappear,
My old self is
Growing away,
But I’m not ready
For it to go away,
Not ready to give up
My inner child,
To become the adult
My parents wish me to be,
Must I really give up
This part of myself?

I do not feel like myself
Anymore,
It feels like a stranger
Has moved in,
An alter ego who wants
To be known and recognized,
But who also gives me
Strength and courage,
Am I really ready
For that person?

The struggle for control
Sometimes is too much,
I need my alter ego
To help me through,
But will it come
If I call,
It may come to the rescue
Or remain hidden inside,
Must I stand alone against this storm
Of emotions and confusion?

 
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