At first I didn't know,
why i was even here.
I could slit my wrists,
without the slightest bit of fear.

I didn't know why they tried so hard,
and told me just to live.
I wondered why my attempts didn't work,
there must be something for me to give.

I wonder why my cuts wont bleed,
and why my life wont end.
But now I know why I am here,
I'm here for all my friends.

Friends who always care for me,
when everything goes bad.
Friends who always bring me comfort,
whenever I am sad.

I hope you will forgive me,
for whatever I have done.
I have to thank you all,
you are the light of my sun.

Now I know the reason why I'm here,
I'm here because of them.
My friends are worth so much more,
then any stone or gem.

So as I sit and write this,
and tears run down my face.
I can say I love my friends,
no matter name or race.

I hope they know I love them,
for forever and much more.
I hope they know I need them,
they are my life's one and only core.

I hope they know they are the reason I'm here,
without them I would die.
But I have to ask them one thing,
please don't ever say good bye.

Without you there would be no me,
to catch you when you fall.
Or even be with you,
when your first baby starts to crawl.

We'll be friends forever,
no matter distance or time.
I wont be there to bail you out,
I'll be there, I helped you with the crime.

So now its getting hard to speak,
I'm chocked up from all my tears.
I hope you know that when you cry,
I'll chase away your fears.

I will help you when your hurt,
and if you need that pride.
I'll be there the whole time,
sitting by your side.

So now I know the reason,
of where I'm really here.
We will raise our glasses,
you,my one true friend, deserves a cheer.

Not for always being smart,
or always looking cool.
Not for being a great singer,
for the lead part in a play at school.

You deserve it because you were there,
and you helped my wounds not scar.
You are my life to me,
the highest brightest star.

Sure I Love to get my hugs,
and sometimes answers for my test.
But I hope you know that without that,
you are still the best.

I look forward to seeing your smile,
after every joke I make.
And to see that look in your eyes,
I do not want your heart the break.

Now I see your happy,
and you probably feel real special.
I hope you really do,
because you my friend,are the bestiful!

I know I'll love you always,
you make my life so fun.
I could go on and on,
but unfortunately this poem is done.

 
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