--this poem didn't really take that long to write...so i hope you guys like
it---


you the lil girl
the one i invited into my world

the same lil girl that seen me crying
the same lil girl that told me"never stop trying"

has hurt me deep within
left me in the dark to feed on sin

I wish I could tell you how I feel
but i don't even know if this is real

I never felt loved, so i can't say I love you
how could this go on, what am i supposed to do

i already know we're never going to happen
it'll leave you stuck here laughin'

and I know you care, but in a whole different way
it made me feel so good when you wanted me to stay

But i guess you only used me to get to him
im left here watching him win

I'm so hurt but there isn't anyone I can tell
he used to be the one, my bestfriend, but our friendship had to fail

I wonder if there is anything I can do about it
kill myself, blame it on you, so that now YOU can feel like shit

though at the same time i still can't hurt you
i still have feelings that i don't even know are true

you still are that same lil girl
the same one i invited into my world

only if you hadn't said no
now i want you to stay, but i want you to go

only if you knew
that the lil girl is you.......
 
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