I close my eyes,
I silence my cries.
I shut out the world,
But it shut me out first,
This is where my cuts disperse.
Here I go again,
Drowning in my doubt.
I just want out.
They care but they don’t,
I should but I won’t,
I don’t think twice,
The thought of dieing is just too nice.
I choose a slow painful death,
So when you see my caucus you’ll cringe.
And you should,
Cause you could,
Have said something to change my mind,
But my heart and my feelings you left behind.
So I burn,
And I turn.
So you don’t need to see my face,
Its swollen and torn, a big disgrace.
I was beautiful I was rare,
Then why did no one care?
Just give me my rose,
Go blow your fucking nose,
Pretend that you care now,
So others don’t see,
You really never gave a shit about me.
Poke yourself in the eyes,
But your tear lies.
I know you could care less,
I know my hell bound body you don’t bless.
As others pray you smile at me,
Joyful to see me gone, I finally made someone happy.
So I lay in the box you put me in,
I threw the dice and fuck yea, I win.
I took a chance, gambled with fate,
And I won the ultimate date,
An eternity of slumber,
No possible way to go under.
But once you think you’ve reached the bottom,
And there’s nowhere left to fall,
Is when you brake through the floor and continue to fall,
Until you’ve reached the depths of despair,
There will be no one there.
Except me,
So reach out your hand,
When you see someone slip,
Or they’ll end up like me,
At the bottom of a bottomless pit!


 
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