I feel left out when I am with my friends.
I am always the third, fifth, or seventh wheel.
My friends tell me "why do you need a boyfriend, when you got your
friends?"
I have tried to explain, but it all goes unheard.
It's hard to always be surrounded by couples, seeing them all happy and
content.
I wonder what it would feel like to have someone look at me with love in
their eyes.
I know I am no prize, and I know that it will be a very long time until I
find out what it feels like.
I know I am not pretty and that I am overweight, but why must you always rub
it in my face.
I always see people bigger than me with significant others, but why not me?
Whenever you say you want to hang out, it's never just you and me, it is
always you plus me plus somebody else.
It is always me alone by the tire swing, staring off into space wishing that
I had someone too.
But as of now I will try not to let it bother me.
I will keep my head up high, and put on a smile.
 
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