I've been feeling so distant.
Being fed hopeless lies
And wishing them to be true.
Fleeing the winter's arms in the fall
Hoping I'll be warm by Christmas.
Pleading with my wounds to
Disguise my broken hopes.
Under the baseball hat
And behind the black make up,
You've seen it all
And it still makes you smile
At me, the way you did before.
But still, they lie to me
And say what I know is unreal.
I always can see your smile.
It's the unwritten love note
You never promised me.
Only I could read it.
I still hope for the best
And pray the lies are real.
Your hands are cold and empty.
It's easy to see you're missing something.
I pray that missing part is the hand
you used to hold, entwining our
Fingers together.
I remember the kisses better.
Everyday felt like Heaven was real.
I'm in hell without your hands.
My comfort blanket is made of
Your sarcastic words.
You always know how to fix it.
Never asking but simply smiling and
Saying stupid things.
Your smile is my home.
Your hands were made for me.
Why must I wake from this dream
In the morning?

 
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