As much as I say it's done and through
I just can't stop loving you
I say I feel I'm chasing the wind
But everytime I do, my mind starts to spin
About how I said I'm always yours, no matter what
And I don't remember saying that with an if, and, or but
I know I wrote you an email
That went into some detail
Of how I felt at the moment
But at the same time
I know your heart's mine
And I just got to hold it
It's just at times I feel you've moved ahead
Leaving me behind
I want them thoughts proved dead
From here on out, negativity I decline
Because deep down, I know you still love me everyday
And that you'd never shove me away
I feel guilty even doubting that
But sometimes my skies are clouded black
Allowing back
These evil thoughts about you
I even dreamed the other night that you hooked up with some other dude
It's tearing me apart inside
And many-a-night I've cried
And I've lied
Saying I'm just fine
Just got something in my eye
But deep down, I've died
Because I'm not were I belong
I pray it won't be long
Until I see wrong turned to right
And I'll have you in my arms every night
But as for now, my arms feel so empty
Since the moment you left me
Taken out by your parents and the cops
But no matter how I feel
I'm going to pull out all the stops
And keep my head above water
Because I don't want to falter
And sink
To the bottom of this ocean
That I've created with my tears
And I don't know if it will be weeks or years
Before I see you next
But only then will my spirit begin to rest
 
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