Here is my confession
I want this to be known
I am tired of living in the past
I am tired of being alone
This may be selfish
And you can call me insecure
But if you go back to him
I know I will lose you for sure
I will do whatever it takes
To keep you in my life
Not only as a friend and a lover
But in the future as my wife
I will teach and raise your kids
As if they were my own
Good and bad, right and wrong
I want this to be known
I will treat you right
And make you happy
Swallow my pride
To fulfill all your fantasies
No matter what you do
And no matter what you say
If you want and accept me
Then here is where I will stay
In my heart, mind, and soul
You are my rib
I accept you for who you are
I will always tell you the truth and never fib
If you live to be one hundred
I want to live to be one hundred…
… Minus one day
Because I can not picture my life
Without you in it in any way
Without you in my life
I see nothing but depression
No matter who I am with
This is my confession
So please be with me
And be my other half
For if you give him a second chance
I know I will never get you back
You already have my heart
Now I offer my mind and soul
Without you in my life
I will never be whole
So say you will be with me forever
And accept me flaws and all
Then hand in hand together
We will climb that brick wall
I would change everything
That I have done and know
I hope you understand what I will do
Even if it takes a lifetime to show
I am not just whipped
Just in love with a capitol U
These feelings I have never felt before
So I know they must be true
If you leave my life
I will be empty and dark
I will never be complete
I will never have a whole heart
I will see nothing but night
I feel I will never love again
I will never be whole
Only thing in my life…
… Will be acquaintances and friends
I am lost without you
I am weak when you are not around
Even after a great dream
I wake up with a frown
I will forget what I know
About all my past relationships
To be with you for eternity
I will re-learn all that shit
I want to be the man you want
As well as the friend you need
I will grow my hair and fix my smile
As well as everything you see
I do not care how long it takes
Whether it is six weeks or six months
I think we belong together
Even if it is riding on a feeling or a hunch
I will go to church
I will find my religion again
This I will do just because
You are a good friend
I think you are right
That we met for a bunch of reasons
I don’t know what they are
But I will search for answers…
… Through endless seasons
I know I am a better man
Than I was back then
Without your help
I do not think I would have ever been
I don’t think I could get anyone better
No matter what you do…
… Or say to convince me
Women today only care about looks
In today’s ungrateful society
I know I am not perfect
I know this now
Will you help me with this
And teach me how
It is hell when we are apart
And heaven when we are together
So every moment with you
I have a tendency to savor
So here is my confession
I want this to be known
You are the love of my life
Now will you be my queen…
… And sit beside me on a throne
Written by:
James D. Rafferty
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