The nights you sit alone,
waiting for your wife.
But she is out doing drugs,
just wasting your whole life.
Just like you wasted yours,
you could have been here.
But you were a jerk,
had one to many beers.
You smoked your cigarettes,
and hid your supply of drugs.
Never saying hi,
or offering me some hugs.
You went out drinking,
just asking to die.
The way you hurt my mother,
the way you made her cry.
Do you even think of us,
do you remember I exist?
Do you remember my mom carrying your child,
when you hit her with your fist?
I'm talking to you dad,
not to give you sorrow.
I do not want to see you,
I do not want money to borrow.
I'm talking to you dad,
because I wanna know how you are,
Are you changing slowly,
or are you still locked behind bars?
Hey my only father,
are you still alive?
Did you forget that I'm your daughter,
do you know that I survived?
If I saw you I would hurt you,
you never even cared.
You abused my mom so badly,
you got her so very scared.
So dad if you read this,
I don't even know how.
But let me know dad,
do you remember me now?
If I walk rite by your side,
would you know its me?
Or would you be so drunk,
to the point where you cant see.
If you hear me dad,
I just want to update you,
All the feeling that I've felt,
and what I have went through.
Today I sat and cried,
because I remembered who you were.
I got your picture in my head,
all the emotions that it stirred.
I could keep on going,
but it would take all day.
So let me know my father,
what you have to say.

 
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