Go on
Hit me again
I can take it
I can handle the pain
I can feel the adrenaline pulsing
As the blood begins to pump faster

But I won't back away
You can't always get what you want
Scream at me, yell at me
My face is unchanging
I'll save the tears for my bedroom

It's quiet and safe
The only thing that can hurt me here
Is myself
And I will
But you won't know
Don't ask
Because I don't want to tell you
Anymore

We're not anything
I'm just nothing
You're no longer everything
Why is it always me
Searching for something

I try too hard
But this pain is sharp
I'm straining to keep it all inside
I trying so hard to hide
All the things I never wanted to say
And all the things you never meant to
But did anyway
 
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