Watch the tears cascade down my cheeks,
I don't know how long it's been;
Probably a month, no maybe a week.
The pain has built up within,
It's too much to handle all alone;
And the emotional pain will cause me to commit a sin.
The sharp edged, shiny object lies within my grasp,
Looking down at the skin on my wrist;
Running my fingers along the emotional scars of my past.
Push aside my thoughts, dreams, and memories,
Choke down the sobs that arise in my throat;
And slice away the pain that's slowly killing me.
The crimson tears seep out of my wounds,
The emotional pain once again begins to fade away;
Pain ends just as quick as it begins, maybe even too soon.
The world begins to spin and flip,
As i close my eyes real tight;
To try and block out the dizziness,
A crimson pool surrounds me tonight.
I've failed him and everyone else,
But I'll forever love them and eternally cherish their efforts;
I just don't have to the strength to go on alone by myself.
 
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