Dusty, i can't believe it's almost really here
i don't want it to be, because i miss you
tomorrow's just a reliving of the day we lost you
i remember when school started i'd go to your house
we were so little.
we would sit there and talk about funny little nothings
and i'd amaze your mother with girlish things
because she had always wanted a daughter. but instead
she got me.
she said it was close enough.
and i remember when you first told me you were dying
i didn't really know what it meant
and no one could explain it to me
i was ignorant and young
but when i finally began to understand
i spent more time with you
and i used to give you longer hugs
and i finally got to telling my mom
my mom tried to tell me not to talk to you a lot
and i would tell her, you weren't contagious
and she'd tell me not to get attached
i just recently figured out what she meant.
could you imagine what it would be like if you were still here, Dusty?
if you went to HHS with me
and we had the same lunch, or a class together
or even just hung out before and after school
we would ride the same bus.
we could graduate together.
Dusty, i really miss you.
i also remember when you died.
i didn't know what to make of it,
i didn't think anything happened.
i just went down to your house one day
and your mother opened up the door,
let me in.
i went up to your room and no one was there
the bed was untouched
which is very unusual.
i ran downstairs and hopped on your mom's lap
i knew what had happened.
you were already gone
i never got to say goodbye
could you imagine being 6 and dead?
well of course you can..
i wish you couldn't
i can't tell you how much i miss you
you were and still are my best friend
alive or not, it doesn't matter
Dusty, I miss you. 1/13/91 - 9/15/97
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