My feelings are always bottled inside
and inside my soul is where they confide
They are so messed up, i just don't know what to do
I get so pissed off when I think about you
and I can never find the tears in me to cry
so, sometmes i sit and wonder and ask myself why
I guess its because i've lost my ability to feel
So nothing ever gets to me enough to even feel real
I try to explain but they just don't understand
and that's why its hard to give me a good helping hand
I want you to knwo that i don't lie when i'm torn and don't
cry
because isnide all my heart can do is sigh.
but, maybe i'm just heartless and just don't really fucking care
and an actual thing that actually means sonething to me is very rare
i just don't really know at all anymore
Some times i wonder what the hell my hearts waiting for
I'm tired of not feeling i'm ready to cry
I'm ready to go back to wanting to die
This fake impression that i'm forced to persue
was all started because i needed to get over you
it didn't really work because your still on my mind
and my feelings for you is about the only emotion i can find
 
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