What is this feeling
I feel so often now?
I want to make it go away
but I can't seem to figure out how.
My world is full of darkness
as dark as a moonless night sky.
Nobody cares anymore
there is nobody to see me cry.
I feel so invisible
so alone and so cold.
Now I can not believe
a single thing that I am told.
"Give back the pieces of my heart
that you have bitterly taken away."
Is all that I ask for every night
as I bow my head and pray.
Now I cut my wrists
and you sit there asking me "WHY?!".
"Because I'd rather hurt myself than
to allow you to do anymore damage" is all
that I can reply.
But someday soon I wont have to worry about this pain anymore.
Because soon it will all just fade away
when I commit the ultimate sure.
 
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