Ive fallen again,
have nothing left to gain.
Nothing to loose,
cant stand the abuse.
The depression is back,
weighing down like a attack.
Whats worth living,
when every ones unforgiving.
Ive let everyone down,
in this small peace full town.
My dreams were my escape,
but now they just seem to rape.
I tried to sleep away my depression,
my obsession, repression, aggression.
Sleeping just makes me fall deeper,
I become cheaper.
I loose touch with my friends,
this emptiness comes back like trends.
All these feelings keep repeating,
eating me, cheating me.
Defeating me!

Justine Pattison
 
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