So stressed, I cry myself to sleep
I try to overcome this past
I feel like I’m in so steep
I can’t even make my happiness last

I pack my suitcase
I can’t take it anymore
I’m alright, jus as long as I’m in no crowded place
But, then I get scars from something, I never wished I’d pay for

I hadn’t hurt you
I wonder why
I didn’t lie to you
So, why

I dream, I’d turn my back
But, I just can’t
No matter, what…I always unpack
I’m just tried of all this rant

I’m tired of rumors
I’m tired of the lies
I don’t know what else to do
God, please help me get through

From all this pain you put me through
I can’t even believe I’m still standing
From all this, I don’t know what to do
I didn’t even plan on staying

I’m just so stressed, you made me cry
I’m so sicken tired of your lies
I was stubborn of staying
But, actually, I ain't the one who’s paying
 
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