I’m not so sure
Why I still feel this way
Everyday seems to drag on
Thinking of the reasons me and you cant be
You seemed so perfect
To good to be true
I fell so hard
Everything came unglued
At first you said
“I don’t know her well enough”
So I opened up and let you in
And now you say the words that I fear the most
“Were to good of friends”
So what’s the deal
This hurts so bad
Just thinking of you
Makes me sad
And to think you like someone else
I can’t bare
This is killing me deep inside
I hope you’ll understand
Cause it’s not easy having feelings for you like I do
But then nights come and I don’t want to make it through
As I think of you
How I want you so bad
And how I’m just a mere friend
Never to become something more
So my heart sails away
Off to find a safer place
For it is broken, never to be fixed
But when that day comes
And you think of me
Remember how I fell so hard
Think about the scraped knees
And how you thought it was just a silly crush
I hope this hurts you
Cause I know it did me
I’m fading away now
And I just wanted you to see
This was more then a silly crush I would over come in a few weeks
I love this boy
But my heart shall be set free
Away from the pain you have caused
But when it tries to fly away from it all
You hold it down, you make me feel as if something could come around
But then again I’m reminded that you view me as just a friend
Never knowing what we could be
Causes cold tears to run down my cheeks
So I fade away
Away from it all

 
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