It's in the past
I know
I should let it go
But today i read some things
It was a mistake
and now i cant take
the fact that she made me look like such a bitch
I did nothing
I don't deserve that kind of hate
She's the one whose hand you held
and told you to eliminate
me
to forget me
She tried to steal you heart
Which at the time
made me feel like
it was more hers
than mine
I know you're sorry, I've forgiven you
I didn't mean to come of controlling
when i told you how i felt
it's just how my cards were delt
and you running back and forth, trusting her
didn't help
I don't hate her
but
her face
her voice
Breaks my heart into a million pieces
Everytime i see her
or hear you talk about her
I relive everything
The times that i cried
The time that you lied
I wish it would all just disappear
but everytime is almost does
something makes it come back to my tears
and the fear
boils back into my heart
afraid to be wounded and ripped apart
It's in the past
I know i should let it go
But you know
Some wounds just don't leave you alone
 
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