You think you can find
All that I hide.
But I bet you don't know
About my suicide.

I followed you home
After school.
And what I saw
Just wasn't cool.

You went to the her house
And gave her a kiss.
At this point in time
You are on my hate list.

You start to undress
And I look away.
I can see through her window
But I just can't stay.

I drive to my house
Fast as I can.
I feel so dirty
Ever holding your hand.

I sit in my room
For an hour or two.
Then the phone rings
Caller ID says it's you.

I pick up the phone
You say "I love you."
I think to myself
Then I say "Fuck you."

I hang up the phone
But you keep on callin'.
I grab a chair to keep from fallin'.

I sit on my bed 'til midnight that day.
Trying to get your memory away.

I try to stop crying.
But I just think of you.
I comitted suicide at 1:52.

 
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