I don't feel like living
Not today
Not anymore
I'm tired of fighting
This emptiness has consumed me
And taken all I've known

But here I am today
Ruined
And there's nothing I can do
To even want for it to be good
After all these months
My heart is still crushed

There's nothing I can do
To make this all okay
Lord knows I've tried
Yet somehow, I have died
And although my feelings have been lost
I can still feel

So I return to my self loathing
Reading all I've wrote for you
All the things that you'll never see
All the reasons why you've never cared
The only reason why I am here

Tonight when I lay my head down to rest
I'll pray that I never wake up
I'll pray for no more days full of sadness
Never again will I let myself fall
For you and your lies

Tomorrow is another day
But I will still feel dead inside
 
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