if i could write what i'm thinking
with a perfect beauty and elegance, like i imagine it
i'd write a book,
a story of love, heartbreak, loss, gain,
and furthermore, or finding truth.
i'd write of the thousand things i loved about you,
and i'd write about the things you did,
the things you didn't do.
i'd write about the nights when i stayed up thinking of you,
all the hints i gave you.
i'd write about my dreams, and your stories.
i'd write about what i gave up for you,
what i started to do for you.
i'd write about the things i could never bring myself
to admit.
if could write what i'm thinking,
i'd write a book of elegance, love, loss and gain.
rip it and burn it,
then write it again.

 
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